Good or not its my childhood.

My childhood had many things magnificent. I had a family and some friends who marked it for all my life, for example my family always when I was a little girl  they  treated me as a Princess, then when I was 11 years old I had my little sister, I think that slightly change my childhood, but something that I had never forget is  My Friends.

When I had 1 year old my mom got me to a nursery called CRI-CRI, there was where all the nannies were teaching me things basic as walking, there I had my first step, my childhood was a like difficult because my mother spent so much time in her work and she couldn’t spent time with me. When my mom passed working all day,  my babysitter when I gave my first steps my nurse took me a video doing my first step to gave to my mother and show what she was losing.

In this nursery I could make many friends, because I move when I was  4 years old, the most curious is that when went out of this nursery and I already went to school, my best friend Carlos also come to the same school as me. When I saw him on the first day of classes I was so happy because I don’t felt so alone there. There was my friend from the cradle.

One year more and more changes came I was 4 years old and all I wanted was to ask questions of life, my mom says that in this age was more desperate than now, maybe I still have my inner child. Those years I met many people that now still be great friends like: Pablo, Roger, Gerardo, Ximena and Maria Renee. They are people that the time past but you know how they really are that you've been with them since you had memory.

When I was 5 years old my dad was so happy that he decided celebrate my birthday in Chukie Cheese. All my friends were there, I was happy until my dad contract a few dolls to make me to sing happy birthday when I saw them I was frightened and I started crying in the middle of my birthday party, my dad that day console at me all the birthday party and since that I don’t like to celebrate my birthdays. I think mark much my childhood. I think that I have up to trauma with these dolls, just joked.

At my first year of primary school I was 7 years old, a big super step where already had learned to read, add, subtract and even to write. It is a big step in any children. In that year I had the best teachers that always taught me. They teach me with love and not hate, they were happy to do what they did. First year one of the best grades of my life.

In the second grade I already met to more friends who are now my brothers as: Marta, Gerardo, Amada and Vasty. At the beginning maybe I didn’t know they and I thought they were evil but Marta start to talk with me and I don’t know my mind change about them. But over time we are as a family to look at every day always crossed all the time together, classes, and even together recesses, we liked to spend time together I felt so  happy that not only they are my friends they are more than my brothers.

Maybe I had some bad things in my childhood but I know that I don’t want to change anything about it because it makes me what I am right now and I think I am ok and I have people that I can trust because it is the best thing that every human can have in they lives. I love my friends and my family. 

A night to remember

The most you anticipated a day it takes to long to arrive. I was 14 years old and it was March 24, 2010, the 4^th birthday of my little sister it was a very good day with a family, my mother bake a big cake, chocolate of course, my little sister favorite so I was to happy with that celebration. But the day that I was expected was April 10, 2010 because in that date was my 15^th birthday party and I think that is the day that every girl wanted so I was so nervous about that day. My birthday is April 3 and did not expect anything for this day all I wanted, I wanted on  April 10 because that was my 15 birthday party but the truth is that I felt the most day to arrived, I was preparing my party one year ago earlier and was the worst days of my life. The preparation of a party is not easy. For my party I wanted to be in the  hotel where my father celebrated his graduation, Hotel Vista Real, and the funny thing is I made the reservation seven months before and everything was going well until November 2009 when my organizer events called to say that the hotel could not give me the room, that day I felt that my party would be a failure, my mom moved all she could for my party was in this room, finally my dad talk to the hotel  and they give me the room that I wanted, when the hotel confirmed me the room I was so happy so I had to made to many things more like the animation, decoration and the church. I wanted Santa Rosalia Church so I ask for that Church and one of my friends moms ask for that Church and they gave me that day I was so happy because everything was going according my plans. About the decoration theme I called one of my favorite decorators and he told me that he was going to Cuba so he couldn’t help me in that day, so I was like disappointed because he was part of my plans and I look for more decorators and I found someone like him so I was happy again with my party. One day with my mother we went a 15 birthday party and we saw a group of animators I loved that group so that night my mother contracts them to my party and I was happy. In that year my father gave me everything I wanted, I am his little girl. When the days past I was more nervous and I felt like happy and strange at the same time. But April 10, come and I was nervous my mother wake me up with The Mañanitas song and I was so like happy and I felt I had everything in that moment, a mother who loves me, and in the afternoon I had my photo shoot and I was tired at the Church time. When I was infront of the Church I was sad I felt uncomfortable because someone was missing there, my grandfather, and when I start to walk to the front I was nervous. It was 8: 30 pm and I went to the Hotel and I was happy and the first person I saw was Pamela and I was like happy and I walk to the bike that took me to the room of my party and all my friends, family and godparents were there and start to scream and clap to me, that night was mine and I had everything I dance with my father and my best friend, Pablo, and I was nervous I love that day and I was so happy, I want to repeat a party like that because is nice to have something that is yours and never can let you down. 

New year, new people to meet.

Her name is Pamela Reyes and she is the coolest girl I had ever met. Was New Year, new people to meet but I met her, my best friend.  The first impression I got about her was a very funny girl, but the first time I talked to her and treated me like a real friend, all started with a small talk where she said I was bad and she stick me with a Twilight bottle there began our talk of these movies because both love to see those movies. The more I got to know her came to realize that maybe I was right  about the first impression that I got,  more than that she was a kind person who I can count on and trust. Our friendship grew bigger when we began to speak more often on the bus, we were telling and foremost we laughed together of our stories, every day was the same question "How was your day."  Slowly she came to make like a sister to me, I went out with her at recess time and we got to flee from one of our friend because she always steals our food. With the time we gave each other the silliest nicknames like she was my Homero and I was her Bart and on day we were talking in text messages and she wrote bad a word, “Pirfi” so, I laughed at her and now she is my “Pirfa”.

In her house one day we played Mario Kart and I knew that I’m the best  in that but I gave her some advantage to win, and now she thinks she is the best but, I have to tell the true and the true is she lost and she is bad at that. That is the kind of things we do together and sometimes we just talk and talk about everything because she is the best counselor in every theme.

When we go to Movie Theater with our best friend, Manuel, and we left him in the line and we went to “Sonido Seguro” to take some photos and gave him to bother him. That was the day that I called her “Homero”.

All Thursday we played soccer at school and it was so cool because we sing songs to cheer us up and we played with all the enthusiasm and it was all about us. The soccer is one of the biggest memories I had about her. We were the “Avispitas” and our coach was the best because we always play and laugh at him. We won like 1 game and the rest we only won the experience and that is so cool.

One day we began to sing on the bus, "MY LOVE FOREVER" of Axel, and the whole bus was quiet us but that didn’t bother us because it was something we did as best friends and the best way to prove it is not to be embarrassed  of each other.

When she went to my house she tried to steal my little dog, Chacho, and she put it in his handbag when I saw her I started to laugh and she was embarrassed.

I feel that maybe a change of school change a little the contact we had, but I always carry her in my heart as a sister and best friend, she could always count on me and I with her, she knows she can count on my family as it was yours, my mom loves her and I take advantage of that.

It's the times we're so crazy, that people think we're high. It's all the inside jokes and "remember when’s". Those are all the reasons That we're BEST FRIENDS. No in our case we are BBFS, Black Berry Friends, I Love her and she will be my best friend for ever and ever. 

Papito Maco

I was 7 years old and it was the first time I saw him or rather the first time I saw him that I remember. He was my Grandfather, Papito Maco, he was my mom’s father and he was the best father and grandfather ever. In that year he came to Guatemala City alone, my grandmother was busy and she didn’t came with him. So, it was the first that he came in the last 30 years and he was so happy to be with us, I was her first granddaughter and I know that he really loves me. When he got out of the airport and I saw him I was crying because when we talked in the phone in the past he always try to make me smile even when I was sad, and when I saw him and I ran to hug him and I know that in that moment I had all that I need, a best friend and my second father, so we went to my old house and he wants to be in his house that is in Tiquisate Escuintla, so that afternoon we went to his house, so I was so sad because that night we had to leave him at home alone. So we returned to Guatemala and I found a present that he leave me at my bed, and it was a little box, inside the box it was a earrings, it was the best present, so I called him to say that I was very happy that he was already so close to me. So the time past and it was Christmas eve and he was selling shoes, I bought a pair so he hate that shoes and he started at laugh about my shoes so he called my shoes Bomba because that shoes was so big and like heavy so he laugh at my shoes. It was the best Christmas I had ever because I went to his house and we cooked together, that night we were making a cup of coffee and he asked me for sugar so I wanted to make a joke and I gave him the salt, so he made his coffee and when he drunk it he made a nausea face and I started to laugh and make fun at him, and he took his revenge when I was sitting at his chair and that chair had a little crack in the shore, so when I sit and I start to laugh about him that chair fall down and he started at laugh at me so I had a very memories about our jokes, but he change my life because he always teach me that maybe I had all in my life but I had to study to be someone important so that why all I want is to study and make he proud at me. He dead in December 17, 2009, that year we were going to travel to Florida to Disneyland so our trip went out at 7 A.M., December 18, 2009 and when my mother knew about my grandfather dead, she was very sad and she couldn’t tell me when I asked her, but someone called her and I answered her phone and that guy started to say: “Sorry about your father, You can count of my at anytime”, so I called my father and asked him what was going on in that moment and he invited me to lunch with him, I went to our lunch and when he told me about my grandfather I was shocked I couldn’t talked and I couldn’t eat so my father bring me to my house and I started to cry alone and I was so sad in that moment all I want is to be dead like him, but the next day we had a trip so we went to the airport early and we went in Florida, when we be in the Hotel my mom told me that she needs to come back to Guatemala City with all her family because they need her, so I care about my little sister 1 week and it was the worst Christmas and New Year that I had because my mother wasn’t with me and my grandfather was dead so now that why I like to study because I know that he is watching me in heaven and I know that he is proud at me. I love you Papito Maco and I know that you are with me at any time. Wish you were here to hug me but I know that you are helping me to be who I am.